Sorry for not being here, that is if anyone is here to read that i'm sorry for not being here. Get it???

Well I am back after a bit of an abscence, that is because, going to college at my age is freaking hard!!! Sorry, but it's true, however I am proud of being on the deans list almost every semester at school so far but one. Ok enough of the nerd stuff. We are slowly creeping into the dreaded New York Winter, I guess it's not as bad as I think but when that wind hits you off the water on either side of the city, east or west, you feel it in your bones. At times you may turn a corner in New York and be literally slapped in the face with a cold wind that literally takes your breath away and not in a good way mind you. I never wear a hat either, even though my mother is always insisting that I do, maybe that's why I don't? I rebel against her every wish and she argues with every observation on life or any topic I make. I am watching the sun set now at four pm, truly depressing, I hate these short days where the night takes over like a slow rash that encompasses you. I need to get out more and experience the city, you would think living here I would go out alot, I don't, I used to but not anymore. I am dating a lovely woman who I am in love with. Maybe that's it? Well sorry for the personal stuff, i'm sure you are not interested. Today I saw a woman walking two Russian Wolfhounds, a large breed of dog for sure. They are truly scary to be near but also gentle and a kind breed it seemed like. I wouldn't want one of them trying to rip out my jugular though which they woulnd't even need to get on their hind legs much to do. I was just watching one of those nature shows, after watching something about the holocaust, which now mind you i'm a jewish guy but, wow they play way too much holocaust and nazi stuff on that channel, Lets try to move on people we all know Hitler was evil lets take a break. I have a picture to share which I think sums of the essence, vibe, feeling, mojo, funktitude and overall flavor that is New York City.The Gentleman in the picture was not part of a movie set or a video shoot to my knowledge, I snapped his picture with my cellphone. As I walked past I simply turned and with the thumbs up told him "I'm digging your coat man" to which he grunted something in acknowledgement and I was on my way. I just love seeing that there are still free spirits among us, then I wondered where one might buy a coat of that color. What a world of consumerism we live in. Speaking of which I would urge anyone interested in things of the world that fly under the radar, specifically water and food, watch the following free documentaries. A World Without Water

And also The Future of Food






Both these documentaries take a disturbing look at how corporations in some instances are seeking to patent life and monopolize the seed market in the case of Monsanto. Water is such a precious resource that most Americans take for granted, but there are millions of people who don't have access to clean water, this documentary shows how even people in the United States don't have access either. They take a disturbing look into the quest by some corporations to dominate markets and control the most vital things in our lives, food and water. I'll be back sooner rather than later to share some more of City life, my life and more. I am graduating school finally, my quest for my degree complete, two papers left to write and I am free to get back into the world. Of course there aren't many jobs and i'm not setting my sights too high, but a man can dream can't he? That's all we really have power over is our minds. Try to step outside yourself one time a day and look around at your surroundings, hopefully in a nice place and just snap out of it for a moment. That's how I feel, like the stumbling automaton, buying what they tell me to buy, doing what society says I should do. But we have the power to get out of that matrix like world if we look around hard enough. Peace and love.

From NYC. or as Jay Z Ms. Keys put it, "Concrete Jungle where dreams are made of, there's nothing you can't do." Peace.

I'm back

Well I haven't been blogging like I should, maybe its summer in the city syndrome, its been a cool summer here in NYC. We haven't even hit 90 yet which is nice I guess, the city can get hot and humid as hell in summer. I love the heat though to a point. Things are going well here, we got tons of rain, so much rain that it seems as if we should be under water. I guess we need the rain however and it's good for the plants and all that. There's something about summer nights in the city, everyone is out, hanging out, drinking, eating, talking, etc. It's a great time of year. The winters here suck and I hate the cold which lasts for so long. When summer finally comes it's a welcome relief. I love the beach too and went to Rockaway last weekend. The waves there are some of the biggest on the east coast and the surfers were out in force. The beach however is small, maybe due to beach erosion or something. I never saw so much seaweed in the water however. I don't know if that's good or bad. I guess it's better than jellyfish or sharks however. The water was perfect and warm after you get into it. I got battered around by the waves while avoiding the surfers and their boards. I threw my shoulder out too which sucked and got too much sun, I don't put sunblock on which is bad but I like to get dark and that's the only way. I paid a price the next day when I was so burned I couldn't move well. But hey, we all make our choices right and we have to live with the consequences. I haven't seen the sign guy who I wrote about in earlier posts, maybe he got a job finally? Let's hope so. I am looking for part time work and have been unlucky in finding any, whether that has to do with the thousands of others looking or that my resume might suck I don't know. I know that I can do alot of things it's just a matter of who you know here, not how talented you actually are. I am trying to write a T.V. script for an idea I have and just have to work harder to plan time to write. I will try to write more here to as subjects arise that are interesting to me. Hope to write more soon when the feeling moves me. Peace and love until next time.

Rafa Rules

Well it was a match for the ages down in Australia. Rafa Vs. Roger, the match we all love to see. Many including myself thought that Roger had a slight edge going into this match due to Rafa's marathon match with Verdasco and also that the match was on hard courts which Roger's game is more suited to. What myself and many people might not have thought about was that Rafa has the heart of a lion and is the most fit player on tour and possibly to ever play the game. Five sets taking 5 hours and 14 minutes? The longest match in Australian Open history with Verdasco just a day and a half ago? No problem, five more sets with one of the greatest players of all time? Not a big problem either. Rafa outlasted Federer in a match Roger should and could have won. After going to 5-5 in the first set, Roger lost serve and the set and had his chances to break Rafa many times throughout the match, his first serve abandoned him and at one point he was serving under 40% of first serves in. That is a death sentence in most matches and against Rafa even more so. After losing the first set, Roger stayed cool and turned his game up a notch, taking the second set easily with some spirited tennis 6-3 after winning four games in a row. The third set was epic, involving some of the greatest shot making I have seen in many years if not my whole tennis life and I have been around. I have watched the greats play, from Connors to Mcenroe to Borg and beyond and I have rarely witnessed more superb shot making than this set and match produced. Angles, 15 shot rallies, 18 shot rallies and more, Roger threw everything but the kitchen sink at Rafa in the third set and had his chances to take it many times. He just could not seem to convert the key break chances he needed and he couldn't hold his serve when he needed it, letting Rafa back into the set and finally losing it in the tiebreaker 7-3. He was never in that tiebreak. Rafa seemed to have no nerves and Roger seemed to feel the moment more than Rafa did he had some key double faults in this match something he rarely does. While he tried in vain to flatten out his backhand and stay away from the slice that has hurt him in the past with Rafa, Rafa played the buggy whip top spin forehand that bounced up high to Roger's backhand and Roger didn't seem to have an answer for it. While Rafa was telegraphing his first and second serves, serving 100% of second serves in the same spot in the deuce court at one point, Roger didn't seem to pick up on it or didn't want to run around the backhand and attack Rafa's second serve which is probably his only weakness still. Roger woke up again in the fourth set playing spirited tennis and coming into net more. Breaking Rafa finally to take a lead which he never relinquished. Both players had some easier games on serve both having love service games. By the fifth set however a change seemed to be occurring, maybe Roger thought Rafa would run out of gas but he never seemed to, while Rafa called for the trainer briefly in the third set, for a massage, his legs held up and carried him to the end. This match was a back and forth battle. If Roger had served better and been able to convert his many break chances the match would have been different. It just seemed that Roger was tentative when he needed to be aggressive and Rafa had a will of iron and played the points the same no matter their importance. Could this be the changing of the guard? It was long the opinion of some that Rafa couldn't win on hard courts. That myth has been dispelled and the question now becomes, can Roger beat Rafa on any surface anymore? While it's true that Roger didn't play his best, he did at times play brilliantly, if he had served up in the sixty percent range he probably would have won the match but that's a big if. If Rafa's body can withstand the pounding of the next few years, he might retire Roger, although Roger is always a threat in any tournament and Rafa has to make sure he doesn't over play and destroy his body, but this could be the changing of the guard in Men's tennis. While many believe Roger has a few good years left in him, it is hard to say if Rafa won't be the spoiler to Roger's destiny. Now we await the French open in a couple of months where Rafa reigns supreme going for his fifth straight title. We shall see what the future holds, but for now, Rafa is still number one and there doesn't seem to be anyone but Roger who even has a shot at beating him. Rafa is 3-0 in the last three meetings of the two and is 13-6 career, a stat no one else even comes close to. Roger was attempting to tie Pete Sampras' record of 14 grand slam titles overall, that will have to wait. Maybe Wimbledon this year will be Roger's best bet, the odds of him taking the French open are not good unless some clay court specialist can oust Rafa from the dirt in France and they will be their waiting. We shall see. After the match, Roger seemed crushed by the defeat, and in a show of support and respect, Nadal put his arm around Roger at the trophy ceremony, a true show of respect and admiration. When have we seen the winner consoling the loser after a final? This shows us all what great champions both these men are and what a great rivalry this is. Rafa said to Federer, “Roger, sorry for today. I really know how you feel right now. Remember, you’re a great champion, you’re one of the best in history. You’re going to improve on the 14 of Sampras.” That says it all doesn't it? More soon.

Australian Open, Tennis at its best so far

I have just finished watching the longest match in Australian Open History, between Rafael Nadal and Fernando Verdasco, both of Spain. This match was a back and forth affair, with Nadal outlasting Verdasco in the fifth and final set to take the match 6-7 (4), 6-4, 7-6 (2), 6-7 (1), 6-4. The question now becomes how fast can Nadal recover before he has to face his nemesis Roger Federer in the finals in under 44 hours. If anyone can do it Nadal can, but the odds are favoring Federer because of the surface and because Nadal had such a tough contest with not much time to recover. Verdasco played an amazing match, fighting off break points in the final set, but could not seem to outlast Nadal, who's iron will again won him a grueling five setter that lasted five hours and 14 minutes to become the longest match in Australian Open history. Both players are left handed and Verdasco had over 90 winners in the match but it wasn't enough to outlast the sports number one seed and one of its toughest players. Verdasco went down Love 40 serving at 4-5 in the fifth set and handily won the next two points, on the third match point however, he double faulted and both players went to the ground in exhaustion. I can tell you as a tennis player myself, the worst feeling when you lose a match is to double fault on match point. One can almost stomach losing if you go out fighting but to give the match away that way is doubly painful. Nadal seemed spent after the match and tried to be cautiously optimistic about the final. But lets be serious here, this is the best rivalry in sports right now, be it individual or team related. Nadal is in his first hard court final of his career and while he holds the head to head record over Federer, he has never beaten him in a hard court final. This is the last surface that both players have not played on and the world awaits the decision. Federer easily cruised through American Andy Roddick in the semi finals in straight sets, to reach the final and sits on the precipice of tying Pete Sampras' record of 14 grand slam titles with a win Sunday. He has history on his racquet and it is only fitting that the opponent that stands in his way is his nemesis and toughest one at that Rafael Nadal. Federer must still be smarting from his Wimbledon five set loss to Rafa last year and is looking for payback. What a great way to finally get it, not only with a win that beats Rafa, but also ties him with the greatest player of his generation and possibly all time, Pete Sampras. Things look to be swaying towards Federer, he has had two days of rest and time to prepare, while Rafa just played one of the most grueling five setters of his life and has little time to recover. Rafa has age on his side, being only 22, can he pull off yet another miraculous win? We shall see Sunday.
Federer will have a slightly easier time with Rafa's game on the hard courts where he can look to exploit Rafa's second serve a bit more and try to bring him into net with his short slice backhands. A truer bounce and better footing can only help Roger as he tries to figure out how best to exploit a player with few weaknesses. My opinion on this is that Roger will win this match, he has two things in his favor here, one, the surface, Roger enjoys pace and the surface gives him a truer bounce. While this can hurt him especially dealing with Rafa's forehand and all the spin it creates, he can also look to exploit Rafa's second serve which is one of the few chinks in his armor. Roger has all the shots, he can flatten out his forehand and punish Rafa and run him around, he can slice his backhand or hit it with spin and while both are amazingly fit, the match with Verdasco had to have taken something out of Rafa's tank. Roger is fresh and should not have a problem with going five if need be. Rafa never quits however in any match, not since Borg or Connors have I seen a player with such resolve, no matter the score or weather, Nadal has a will of iron and will play to the end of the match regardless of score or opponent. This match will come down to who can take control of the points early and dictate play. If Federer can keep the ball away from Rafa's forehand and move him from side to side, draw him to the net when it suits him and is hitting the ball cleanly I think Federer will win, however, if it becomes a dogfight which it most likely will, Rafa has a chance to hurt Federer if he can run around some backhands, and use his deadly forehand to create angles and wear Roger down. Serve will be important, Federer has been serving impeccably well in his last few matches, Roddick was never in the match with him and he hit many aces using placement instead of brute force. Federer, like Sampras has a perfect ball toss, it never varies and you cannot read where he is going with it. He uses placement and varied pace to confuse opponents. While Sampras just tried to blow you off the court, Federer has all the shots and uses varied pace along with angles to throw you off your game. He has one of the best returns in the business, preferring mostly to block back his backhand to get him into the points. This strategy has given him a 7-0 record against Roddick in grand slams, one of the biggest servers in the game. Roddick never had the answers for Federer. If he cannot improve his backhand and flatten it out to hurt opponents, I fear he will never be able to ascend to the heights and promise of his earlier career. The serve can only get you so far and if the opponent can get it back it nullifies this weapon.
It is going to be a final for the ages as two of the sports greats go at each other in the years first grand slam. This open has been hot with temperatures of over 140 degrees being recorded. Serena Williams' match ended controversially when in the middle of the match when she was in trouble, the roof was closed when it looked like she might dwindle in the scorching heat. This cooling down of the temperature from well over 100 to the eighties might have saved Serena from going down in the match.
Keys to the final, for Nadal we will have to see how he recovers in the short time he has, the odds are that the roof will be open for the final, the heat will only hurt Nadal as the match progresses. While he is known for his legendary fitness the semi-final match had to have taken a lot out of him, he will have to try to end some points early and maybe even try to come to net on some good approaches to try and get some cheap points. He doesn't want long baseline rallies with Roger. He will have to serve amazingly well and hold serve consistently. Roger gives you few chances to break him and he will have to take advantage of every break chance to have a chance to win. Many of their previous matches have gone to tiebreakers. Rafa will have to look for his chances to break and seize on every one if he has a chance to win. Roger only needs one break a set to have a good shot at winning that set. He is very difficult to break and can ace opponents at will. Rafa will have to try to run around some backhands and go for broke on his forehand at times. Rafa likes to play far behind the baseline, the problem is, this is hard court not clay, by playing so far back and not taking the ball earlier, he gives Federer, one of the best movers in the game time to recover and get back into the court, this hurts him. Roger plays closer to the baseline, giving his opponent less time to recover which hurts Nadal. Look for Roger to try to hit the short slice backhand to Rafa's backhand side to draw him into net where Rafa is less comfortable and then lob or pass him. While Rafa can create amazing angles off the forehand his backhand is less of a weapon, look for Roger to try to exploit this weakness by slicing a lot of backhands to Rafa's backhand side, then look to hurt him with a penetrating approach shot. The keys for Federer will be serve, he has to hold and look for his chances on Rafa's serve which will come. Instead of simply blocking back his backhand return he should look to flatten out his backhand and try to hurt Rafa from the outset. He might try to run around some backhands too which his speed enables him to do and really put Rafa on the defensive in points. Look for Roger to try to hit some drop shots also. Rafa plays far back behind the baseline and Federer has one of the best drop shots in the game he disguises it amazingly well and since he slices a lot it is a great disguise for the shot, look for him to wear Rafa down early and keep him off balance with this shot. Roger has to serve steadily and big, creating angles with his serve and he needs a high first service percentage throughout. Many of these players matches have been decided by a key break in each set. Rafa cannot afford to lose the first set. If he can win it and put pressure on Roger early it will help him psychologically. If Roger wins the first set it will be a long day for Rafa, knowing he will have to go four or maybe five sets with Roger in the heat will be a big weight on his shoulders. If anyone can hold that weight however, it's Rafa who never gives up no matter the score. The key will be, can Rafa recover in such a short time frame. Brad Gilbert after interviewing him said he seemed slumped over and exhausted, who wouldn't be after an epic battle such as that? He might have some blisters on his hands which will not heal up in time for the final, this will also be a factor, the pain and discomfort they bring will only hamper Nadal in this match. His game in general is hard on the body, only 22, he already has suffered from knee problems and the extreme torque of his forehand grip puts extreme pressure on the elbow and shoulder. How long can Rafa go on and will he have enough left in the tank to defeat his nemesis and one of the greatest to ever play the game? Time will tell. It's going down Sunday night and we shall see.

Generalized Ranting

I am trying to be a better blogger and blog more. This is difficult for me because the New York winter so far, has been kind of a bitch. I know we don't have it as bad as some people, especially some places I have seen where the high temperature might be 5 degrees or so. I just don't dig winter and never have. I don't like to ski, I hate the cold and down where I live near the Hudson River, it's windy and that cold bitter New York City wind just bites through you like your jacket is some meaningless garment that is just for show and won't have a chance to keep you warm. I am finding going back to school to be harder and harder. While I am more mature than I was at a younger age, I just don't have the mental faculties to do this it seems like. I get tired faster, lose interest quicker and generally just want the experience to be over. Not to mention that the student loans I have taken out are growing and I will only have 6 months to find a job before I have to start paying them off. All these things can keep one up at night, thank god I seem to be able to zone this shit out and just keep going.
On a different note, the city has been going through a huge building phase, again. Buildings are popping up all over the place and not just in Manhattan. Mayor Bloomberg who people seem to like (who I can't stand by the way) has allowed every builder to just come right on in and put up a structure any damn place. There have been several highly publicized crane collapses as well because many of these construction companies literally have no clue what they are doing or they hire unskilled labor to save money. Thus, people die, well hey they have to make a buck right? Bloomberg in my mind has been one of our worst Mayors. We have a huge deficit now, I thought this guy was a businessman, where's the savings? Any schmuck could spend us into a deficit we don't need a billionaire to do it for us. He is also running for a third term, something that voters voted down two different times and the mayor just overlooked. He makes the point that we need him, the city is going through trying times and needs a good leader. That's true,it's just not him we need. I am hoping he doesn't get voted back in. The people of New York sometimes do the right thing. But, with the influx of outsiders moving here and claiming to be New Yorkers, I am scared that these suckers won't see through the veil of crap hanging over their eyes to the real Bloomberg. We shall see.
Another thing, I can't stand Donald Trump, not that I ever liked him to be honest, he just built this hulking monstrosity of a building in Soho, which by the way isn't zoned for high rise buildings, this hulking bastard of a building totally has blocked mine and everyone living downtown's view of the Empire State building. Thanks Donald, when is enough enough you greedy bastard!
The winters in the city are long and many people go into hibernation mode. I know I do, I just don't like being outside in the cold, this can lead to laziness, overall bad thoughts and just a not good feeling. I would go see a movie but at almost 11 dollars for admission and another ten for proper movie junk food, this can be a daunting prospect. There aren't many movies I want to see, of the older ones that are out on video, Max Payne was horrible, this contrived piece of shit went to DVD so fast it made my head spin and after renting it I can see why. I was totally let down by Batman also, I don't see what the fuss was about and to be honest I thought Heath Ledger's performance was ok but nothing to get awards for. The death of the two face character made no sense, of course they will be making more of this series which in my opinion they should put to bed. I really want to see Wolverine, this movie has a lot of hype and no trailer that I have seen yet. This is how they should do movies, make you wait and the suspense will get you in the theater.I also want to see the wrestler, Mickey Rourke is one of my favorite actors and I am glad he's back and doing well. We all can come back and recreate ourselves and no one in Hollywood is ever totally out of the business although it is possible if you do enough drugs. Right on Mickey. I think Benjamin Button looks like a crappy movie, I don't see the allure of a guy born 90 years old and aging backwards, it just creeps me out picturing a 90 year old guy breast feeding, Brad Pitt I hear is ok in this film but his acting talent is marginal at best, sure the camera loves him but it's what is behind the eyes that matters and he doesn't have the ability to give the viewer emotional content with a look. Very few actors do anymore. I have recently been getting into the Japanese splatter films, Japanese horror movies put ours in the United States to shame, try renting some, they come up with truly demented and original plots that we cannot even come close to. I am not talking about Ringu either but just try to look some of the horror stuff up, truly brilliant. I mean how many times can you watch Saw with the same stupid ass plots, given the first one was good I will admit that, but after that come on, how many times can you put people into devilish devices and keep the viewers interest? They are even remaking Friday the 13th again! I mean weren't there six of them? Are these movie execs that desperate? I guess if we as a people keep seeing this shit they will keep producing it. More to come soon, depending on what gets on my nerves or bugs me and there's always something. Peace and hair grease to all.